The most inspiring:

When I complain about the taste of my food
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who used to fasten some stones on his stomach to hold on his hunger

When I complain about how less clothes I have
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who had only two pieces of clothes for the rest of His life

When I complain of how uncomfortable my bed is
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who slept on the palm frond and coarse cloth in his entire life

When I become so miser to give and share with others
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who used to give his everything that he almost left nothing for himself

When I think of how poor I am
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who loved the poor so much and said to be with them in jannah, it cheers me up

When I’m upset of those who hurt me
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who had mercy on those who did evil to Him

When I think of those who hate me
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who always prayed for those who had insulted Him

When people don’t thank me for what I do
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who reminded me that the best reward is from Allah’s side

When none loves me💕
I remember that I have Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who loves me for thousand years

When I think of how miserable my life is
I remember Him
Muhammad ﷺ
who had more struggle life than mine, and it strengthens me

May peace be upon Him, my beloved
May peace be upon Him, my role model
May peace be upon Him,
My Rasool Allah Muhammad ﷺ
May peace be upon Him He’s the best example
for our lives!

Allahumma solli ala sayyidina muhammad
Wa ala aalihi sayyidina muhammad.

I.

The first time your heart was torn from your chest,
You thought you were dying.
You knew you could not live with the empty space.
So you replaced your heart with metaphors
And set out to create a world where the metaphor was unbreakable.

Now look what you’ve done—
You can’t breathe so you write.
You can’t hurt so you drink rum and pour our pirate chanties.
You can’t want revenge so you leave.

II.

When I see you I have two thoughts:
You are the reason The Smith’s wrote songs,
And my god, you are beautiful.

You are so beautiful
Blinking stars go blind.

But I can see this is going to get ugly.
The metaphors don’t make you feel whole anymore.
You sell out your deepest insecurities for a handful of laughs.
This life has you wound so tight you make grandfather clocks look relaxed.
You hold your body like banks hold money—all locked up.
Your shoulders are glass rocks waiting for the next attack.

But you’ve got it all wrong.

You don’t survive history.
History survives you.

There is no breakthrough without breakdown.

III.

If you’re going to break, shatter.
No explanations.
No limp-legged dog excuses.
No messing with this bullet proof vest fury
So popular with the cops and the presidents.

You’ve got to break like Texas.
You’ve got to take the pain from the safety valve of your heart
And return it to your fists.
Fight your better judgment ‘till you’re sinister again,
‘till your body remembers what it already knows how to do—
bend back
and manifest grief.
Scream torches ‘till you embarrass the enlightened.

Please. No more polite conversations with your death wish.
Give it something useful to do.
Change your life.

Cause I can’t stand to see you like this.
So blue, my eyes turn green in your presence.
Listen—you are so beautiful,
Grass pushes through sidewalk cracks just to kiss your feet.

IV.

Maybe no one ever told you,
But the heart IS a metaphor.
Yours is growing so strong
You’ll have your rhythm back any day now—

Loving like rumours spread.
Dreaming like lunatic spacemen jump from their suits.
Living like you never forgot how.

Apa itu Qailulah ?

Qailulah ialah tidur sebentar pada siang hari.

Bila waktu paling sesuai untuk amalkan Qailulah ?

Mengikut pengalaman mereka yang istiqamah mengamalkan Qailulah, waktu paling baik ialah antara pukul 12 tengahari sehingga sebelum Zohor. Namun boleh juga dilakukan selepas Zohor.
Apakah kelebihan atau Kebaikan Qailulah ?

Mengikut kajian, 1 minit Qailulah kualitinya bersamaan dengan 45 minit waktu tidur kita di waktu malam. Jadi, cukup sekadar dapat 15 minit Qailulah, kita sudah boleh bangun solat malam tanpa rasa mengantuk, insyaAllah. Qailulah @ tidur sekejap waktu tengahari akan memudahkan kita untuk bangun malam dan berqiamulail.
Orang barat memanggil Qailulah sebagai “nap”. Di negara barat biasanya “nap” dilakukan dari pukul 2-4 petang. Hasil kajian menunjukan amalan “nap’ waktu tengahari dapat mengelakkan penyakit jantung.

Menurut kajian lagi, manusia perlu berehat setelah 6-8 jam berjaga. Kita orang Islam akan bangun seawal jam 5.30 pagi untuk solat subuh. kalau dikira dari waktu subuh hingga pukul 12-1 tengahari, ia sudah cukup 7-8 jam kita berjaga. Jadi Qailulah @ nap ini adalah sangat-sangat berpatutan untuk dilakukan pada masa itu. Ia sangat sesuai denga fitrah badan manusia.

Menurut mereka yang istiqamah mengamalkan Qailulah, sebaik bangkit dari Qailulah, kita mungkin akan pening sedikit selama 5-20 minit. Tetapi selepas itu, kita akan mendapati perubahan mendadak dari segi emosi, kecerdasan dan fokus.